Theo Verelst Diary Page

Fri Nov 16 2001, 23:53 PM

I've decided after good example to write some diary pages with toughts and events.

Oh, in case anybody fails to understand, I'd like to remind them that these pages are copyrighted, and that everything found here may not be redistributed in any other way then over this direct link without my prior consent. That includes family, christianity, and other cheats. The simple reason is that it may well be that some people have been ill informed because they've spread illegal 'copies' of my materials even with modifications. Apart from my moral judgement, that is illegal, and will be treated as such by me. Make as many references to these pages as you like, make hardcopies, but only of the whole page, including the html-references, and without changing a iota or tittel...

And if not? I won't hesitate to use legal means to correct wrong that may be done otherwise. And I am serious. I usually am. I'm not sure I could get 'attempt to grave emotional assault' out of it, but infrigement on copyright rules is serious enough. And Jesus called upon us to respect the authorities of state, so christians would of course never do such a thing. Lying, imagine that.

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Fri Nov 16 2001, 23:53 PM

A short page, I guess, since I'll want to make it not too late, probably.


At work (without more than food providing pay, as it is currently), I've downloaded Qubase, an midi and audio music sequencer program, with a lot of audio processing possibilities, virtually making it the digital equivalent of an audio studio, plus the computer stuff, minus the audio lines except a soundcards' input and output.

An large amount of screens and incredible amount of sliders, knobs and fields ended up on my 1200x700 or so windows 2000 server screen, probably hundreds easily, and I was quite able to load (though because it is a demo, not save) midi files, VST instrument plugins like the prophet 5 software emulation, effects (reverberation, chorus, distortion, equalisation), and get the whole machinery to work like a multitrack studio with equipment and effects acting nice enough to be serious CD material, though audiophyle may take work or be impossible, I don't have a way of finding out now. Certainly good studio effects and equipment are hard to mimic on a pentium, and though they're serious, there are more than a few shortcomings immedeately seperating a profi or profound piece of equipment from a gadget which may still be fun enough, but not up to high standard audio processing. The whole recording/playback signal path should per channel be CD quality still, of course, though there are caveats i nthe technical area, and possibly suboptimal shortcuts in the software area.

Taking a nice prophet brass, fitting a reverb in the master section, another in an effect send loop, a distortion as an insert, and a symphonic effect as another effect send loop

Audio record and playback worked fine, too, I could also record from the loopback device, or lets say the normal audio output mix, so a seperate program giving out audio can be recorded, and as is to be expected, the combination of that with monitoring the recording gives nice or completely undesirable audio feedback, especially when the loop amplification is near or greater than 1. I didn't try making a sequence drive the hammond simulatior, which should be good, too. There is a major sample module with grand piano sample set demo I need to still try, I may like to get the piano samples out for analysis, for instance with mpeg encoding, which at least is new enough for me, and not too common, and complicated, I've got even encoder software sources, with FM that was interesting enough subject, too.

This test recording is made by simpler means, but it contains a microphone recording, mixed with some realplayer output, and then encoded into a windows audio format, which is fun enough. Cafe noises, mainly, and swaggert fragments, where he is exposing some of the motivations and clear truths about faith.

A part of the root of all evil is the lust for money

What is that with that money stuff, why the hell is there such an incredible tension about the subject and lets say me making it in normal enough amounts?

I remember looking into the greek of the passage of the subtitle, and finding there is a term and there are constructions with parallels to hebrew even I think which make clear the subject has to do with being the head or above other human beings (uparche, from the top of my head), and there are the rich families, the romans invented the patriarchical and law system for, the illustre rich families like the rothshields who want to rule in badness with way to much power using their maffia like money means, the general greed and misconception money brings ultimate hapiness and satisfaction, and I can imagine the jealousy and greed and envy and possibly bitterness people can develop somewhere between wanting to vote leftish and nivelating (dutchism, without much doubt) or wanting death and destruction because their families disenherited someone and make them slave all their live without appearant reason.

The main picture is clearly wrong, there is enough in the world of many essential things to make all people more than live abundantly, yet that doesn't happen, as observation. Some people shouldn't have all means, without question, but in general many great funds and the way to work with them obviously is in completely the wrong hands. Than again when that sum of what all there is in life is made, what does that addition actually amount to, what is its countervalue, and who is good enough to hold or deal with it justly or at least right enough?

Shouldn't be the biggest problem in the world. Vote left (in case that is your objective), make sure politics and economics are against certain forces (who may have burnt crosses, that's a song quote) preferably enough, and strive for a reasonable just division of the blinking gold and what is forming its countervalue, many children can deal with such issues easy enough when their not too messed up by certain doctrinal, religious, or social systems, or evil persons.

Would it be needed to bring the great holy word curse into the play with the great holy word buck, pound, franc, florin, mark, peseta, or even lire?

Let's hope not. Is certain music under a curse because the makers sold themselves to the devil? Not realy isn't the answer, I'm sure that the curses and damnation God gives are serious, not talking about miserable plane crashes, which I don't think in general are Gods will or purpose, but mainly that many towers of babel or messed up by as it seems a higher party, not just by confusing natural language.

Would money of a country be bewitched or charmed when its users aren't dealing with it according to some demonically inspired rule? Do people get systematically killed like a clockwork mechanism, well administrated as a public though not too visible scapegoat, and would that happen in the name of some ideology? It seems the spiritual, the mind, and the natural are capable of existing in such state of error and misery. And that happened after a time where money and its natural coutervalue was in trouble.

Webcams ?

I liked looking at web cams some years back, when they got fashionable, lets say, and naturally, since I am who I am, I also liked looking at girls who had them. I guess there are two major reasons for such activity, the first may be to get free from things along the lines of stalking, oppression, control, and all kinds of being oppressed, which is bad and shouldn't be the reasons for someone to be on cam, though could be well worth it when one is on anyhow. The other reason is a natural reason: some people like or don't mind being seen, preferably as nice, and other like to see, or both, which is technically not a problem. It is technically difficult to physically surf all over the world in minutes, so the motivation can be clear.

As with many pleasures, possible addictions, and possible perversions and errors in the world, lots of possibilities exist to make things messed up or misconstrued, which isn't always clear, but at least I'm mature, not dangerous in such senses as would apply, except in the eyes of hypcrites, I'm sure, and I don't think my motivations are all to messed up. At the time and to some extend now as well more than enough female accompany exists, though I'm sure the subject is important and not optimal.

I couldn't resist putting this one on, I think from today. Isn't that a bit much? I don't realy know, I didn't make the images, and I don't see any force there other than non-direct reasons, which might be huge, though.
and then sleepcam. I hope she doesn't mind the quote, I colour and sharpness edited the image just a touch (to try the microsoft image editor), and took a nice image from maybe half an our sample.

What's more great or effective to good, the power of though (prayer), the written word, or images?