Theo Verelst Diary Page

Tue aug 14 2001, 12:20 PM

I've decided after good example to write some diary pages with toughts and events.

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Mon 14 Aug 2001, 12:20 AM

Swaggart again. I'm looking at some programming stuff, and have considerations, more than a few, and just some fun enough things to write, too.

Damnable doctrines

Apart from visiting various lets say meetings with or of some christian nature, I've been using the world wide web to read up and be more informed about lets say globally known things going on, persons maybe and what it is that the true spirit of God is appearently doing.

I don't need much more information than I've repeatedly had about the 'cristal chappel' lie on television. I'm quite sure that most probably in answer to a spiritual connection I don't understand I heard their foreman give the name of a spirit in that person as 'babykiller'. All to pronounced. And the thing people lust after there is not too hard to figure out either.

I above said swaggert again, because in dutch the mentioning of a name in such a way means a sort of detachedness and remote lets say respect or at least not taking a person down, in return for speaking not 'gezellig'.

And since they were kind enough to take up a main subject not primarily out of my ouvre, but definately with shared attention for the importance of it: error in doctrines, and the fact that Peter predicted that many liars would come in many names, and bring about destruction and damnation because many will listen to them and follow their so called gospel and doctrines, and be accursed as a result. So kindly enough my quote is also quoted at the beginning of one 'talk' in full almost, and with emphasis. Good, good.

Here is a link to the latest material call it sermon or service from the swaggart site, which also for the rock show quotes in the beginning are worth ample consideration, and of course it boosts my ego to see they're into 'my' subjects, which is nice, isn't it. And they have a major name for themselves, so Jesus in the end will call upon them to give that over, and than all togehter in the end it will really be nicely nothing and sich heil and all that. I would have written 'or something', but I won't because it is serious, and I was maybe not realy making fun but can phrase more seriously instead of using horsemedicin to piss some parties of straight away, who shouldn't be judging my live and oppress others as as it seems sometimes a minuteous occupation. Maybe that is what the warning about certain kinds in revelation are about. Other, relating to have defiled oneself in the big picture are clear enough, and I'm not going to take people from such backgrounds serious for whatever unless I clearly know that they are well converted from using the 'engraved handles of the beast' in victimes they think they can still abuse after the physical event. And I meant it when some years ago I wrote that for things like that I'd be willing to step outside and make physically clear why I'm against child and subsequent abuse against such non-persons, though I think it may be way to much of a job, to hard when some might be too strong, and probably not much of a solution in general. Though it may work, and I'll not be making fun of no alledged hells angels beating (normally speaking within limits) someone they didn't like anymore for reasons of preying on abuse victims far enough to deserve such. I read in my bible Paul had been in fights, why would that be? I'm not the kind, realy, I don't think that would be in my normal makeup, a bit of armwrestling, that used to be about my fun in that area, or maybe some weightlifting or whatever, and I did quarrel and usually won as a kid but it never got beyond that, I thinkk I lacked motivation, and didn't see the point, and others didn't either. So I don't think about it in that personal sense, but it does say so, I think in corintians, could be wrong. Why? As a son of a bitch going into houses to see what the hell went on, and maybe stop it, while still wanting stephan dead, or after he converted? For defense? For what?

Anyhow, not being the kind, I can very well imaging charging my tank with a good enough life granate, giving some not giving up nazi kind the final warning to surrender, and subsequently blow them to kingdom hell or whereever it is they go to at leats not have the kind powerfull on this earth. And that is positive statement, though I'm not sure why it is needed that strong. The kind that wants to wrape and torture and kill little children simply don't get my vote to live at all.

And DON'T tell me that such murderous thoughts cannot even be of the Holy Spirit. He let more than one person drop to their death for money reasons, even, and Peter was the one making such clear, so not some unknown christian. How about that?

                        Act 5:1
                                But a certain man named Ananias, with Sapphira his wife,
                                sold a possession,

                        Act 5:2
                                And kept back [part] of the price, his wife also being
                                privy [to it], and brought a certain part, and laid [it] at the
                                apostles' feet.

                        Act 5:3
                                But Peter said, Ananias, why hath Satan filled thine heart
                                to lie to the Holy Ghost, and to keep back [part] of the
                                price of the land?

                        Act 5:4
                                Whiles it remained, was it not thine own? and after it was
                                sold, was it not in thine own power? why hast thou
                                conceived this thing in thine heart? thou hast not lied unto
                                men, but unto God.

                        Act 5:5
                                And Ananias hearing these words fell down, and gave up
                                the ghost: and great fear came on all them that heard these

                        Act 5:6
                                And the young men arose, wound him up, and carried
                                [him] out, and buried [him].

                        Act 5:7
                                And it was about the space of three hours after, when his
                                wife, not knowing what was done, came in.

                        Act 5:8
                                And Peter answered unto her, Tell me whether ye sold the
                                land for so much? And she said, Yea, for so much.

                        Act 5:9
                                Then Peter said unto her, How is it that ye have agreed
                                together to tempt the Spirit of the Lord? behold, the feet
                                of them which have buried thy husband [are] at the door,
                                and shall carry thee out.

                        Act 5:10
                                Then fell she down straightway at his feet, and yielded up
                                the ghost: and the young men came in, and found her
                                dead, and, carrying [her] forth, buried [her] by her

                        Act 5:11
                                And great fear came upon all the church, and upon as
                                many as heard these things.

Yesterday a channel I can only decently get on AM in certain places did a special on Bob Marley, his history in an hour, mainly music. Knowing the pile of existing CD's of course there's a selection, but it is touching music still the same. I looked at the playlist of the sort of smooth jazz channel (at night), and saw 'could you be loved' on it. I liked those songs long ago, they're still good.

                              Could You Be Loved

                          Could you be loved and be loved?
                          Could you be loved and be loved?

                          Don't let them fool ya,
                          Or even try to school ya! Oh, no!
                          We've got a mind of our own,
                          So go to hell if what you're thinking is not right!
                          Love would never leave us alone,
                          A-yin the darkness there must come out to light.

                          Could you be loved and be loved?
                          Could you be loved, wo now! - and be loved?

                          (The road of life is rocky and you may stumble too,
                          So while you point your fingers someone else is judging you)
                          Love your brotherman!
                          (Could you be - could you be - could you be loved?
                          Could you be - could you be loved?
                          Could you be - could you be - could you be loved?
                          Could you be - could you be loved?)

                          Don't let them change ya, oh! -
                          Or even rearrange ya! Oh, no!
                          We've got a life to live.
                          They say: only - only -
                          only the fittest of the fittest shall survive -
                          Stay alive! Eh!

                          Could you be loved and be loved?
                          Could you be loved, wo now! - and be loved?

                          (You ain't gonna miss your water until your well runs dry;
                          No matter how you treat him, the man will never be satisfied.)
                          Say something! (Could you be - could you be - could you be loved?
                          Could you be - could you be loved?)
                          Say something! Say something!
                          (Could you be - could you be - could you be loved?)
                          Say something! (Could you be - could you be loved?)
                          Say something! Say something! (Say something!)
                          Say something! Say something! (Could you be loved?)
                          Say something! Say something! Reggae, reggae!
                          Say something! Rockers, rockers!
                          Say something! Reggae, reggae!
                          Say something! Rockers, rockers!
                          Say something! (Could you be loved?)
                          Say something! Uh!
                          Say something! Come on!
                          Say something! (Could you be - could you be - could you be loved?)
                          Say something! (Could you be - could you be loved?)
                          Say something! (Could you be - could you be - could you be loved?)
                          Say something! (Could you be - could you be loved?) /fadeout/

Could you be?

Many antichrists can't. They flip out, go wacky, turn against you, start blubbermouthing, or hopefully break down when faced with the principle. This is a section on christian doctrine, so I mean realy almost literary 'antichrists' not as in a clear enough concept. Both as demons and as persons. Meaning not liars in general, but those who say they'll save others when you follow their ways or doctrine or guidance or whatever. I put that link on my main page not for nothing, I mean it that truth and lies are contrary to eachother, and shouldn't be confused.

Not that I want big mamma or the fat lady (or man) to fake love me or claim I love her or must, I'm talking about the both sided wanted thing here. Like I thing that 1 Cor 13 is about an observation of a truth in action instead of a far away goal never even reached by the hardest sacrifices. The song amoung other things says you can do so much, but could you be loved? You might be able to torture and kill (which evidently is not making anyone a man, and when it concerns children makes it impossible to ever call you one), but can you make the world explode so many times over with fire all over the sky and nothing but ruins after? Yes? And, did that power give you what you want? No? And could you be loved too, or would that show too much of what you aren't?

For closing a link to listen to a live version of another Marley song, 'get up stand up, stand up for your rights', or would that be state undermining propaganda, too much an insult to the conservative anti revolutionary? No, let me explain that, it is about actually WANTING the constitution and all that to be upheld and honored, so, eh, sorry, that trick won't work. And if in the end people are against me because in the spiritual they don't agree, I'd feel more honored than I think they can make me. Make my day, and claim you're actually indeed of course into the catholic system, because otherwise your money would be in trouble, and that that is your gospel. Or that simply no one has the power to go against all that. Historically factually untrue. Luckily. Or thank God.

Ralley cars

Being in the (normal) library, I though I'd apart from some electronics and related books spend some time with some more or less diversive subjects, such as cars, so I found the service books for for instance one of my old cars, a 85 (was it 4?) audi 100, 2 liter 5cil., of some small newer verisons, the a3 and a4, and a book on ralley cars, over the years, with pictures and technical data, quite fun. I looked under the picture hood of one of the well known winning audi's from about 83, and what do you know, I recognize the engine. Fun enough, except they were 4 wheel drives, that must be mentioned.

The new ones are too small to make my car fun work enough in that sense, though it was fun enough to see what effort it would be to change the distribution belt on one of the V6 engine options. In a magazine I think it was I read that the TT sort of has 'problems' with the fact that it can to a curve with up to 1.2 g's centrifugal force, and then without much warning it of course breaks out when pushed further, so0 it seems newer versions have suspension systems which work subobtimal enough to start dribbling or whatever it is they do at already .6G, to still be well controllable when things start to feel heavy under load. I do remember my 100 also made me wonder about such things, the only problem trackingwise I've ever had with it was aquaplaning, which occurred to easy to my taste, especially for such a car, but then again, they are broad tires, and even though I tried to replace them far before the legal wear limit, soon enough the wear must have had effect on the amount of water spooling they could handle. Apart from that, I took curves and made moves which I think at least were not much challenged in general, which is fun enough, also to do, though I remember some highway speeds, just not illegal enough, which made me wonder where the limits would be, and what would happen approaching them. I didn't try, I wasn't on a race or ralleytrack with straw on the sides and funds to rebuild the machine when needed.

The point of all such? In general, I wouldn't know apart from liking it, normally speaking. As it stands, I thing there are a few very relevant subjects involved. First, to make and deal with something important, usefull even, in way which is focussed enough on making it work and just that. Second, maybe freedom is a big word, but there is such a concept involved in wanting to go where one wants, and not being hindered by circumstance. Drive is another word. When the nazi's claim it that could be bad, though usually stupid. I'm not a nazi.

I saw on cnn that a solar powered plane has beaten the altitude record for jet planes, isn't that something?

August 13, 2001 Posted: 10:15 PM EDT (0215 GMT)

                                             KAUAI, Hawaii (CNN) -- NASA's
                                              Helios, a giant solar-powered flying
                                              wing that took off Monday in an
                                              attempt to break the altitude record
                                              for a propeller aircraft, achieved
                                              that and another significant goal
                                              Monday afternoon, the agency said.

On this site there is more information, I didn't read it much yet, but there are even movies.